Alifah Amelya
Salam.




i want one.

can anyone buy for me?

anyone?

anyone, pls?

i want to run away from everything.


Alifah Amelya

Salam.



Apakah kaitan Chikugunya dengan Hari Ibu? Memang tiada kaitan langsung. Cuma aku nak kongsi kisah ini dengan kawan2 semua.



Pada suatu hari yang indah; sang suria menyinar dan burung2 berkicauan riang.*intro kasi indah sket ha3* Telefon bimbit aku berbunyi. Ayah aku telefon untuk memaklumkan mak aku dijangkiti demam chikugunya. *ish susah betul nak eja nama penyakit nih* Maka dengan bergegasnya aku pulang ke rumah.



Antara simptom2 penyakit chikunya ialah demam, ruam/bintik2 merah dan sakit2 sendi. Jadi pergerakan Mak menjadi terhad. Memandangkan Mak tak mahu tinggal di hospital, *"tak nak la dok spital, boring la" is her excuse* maka aku perlu menjaga Mak di rumah apabila ayah aku kerja. Aku juga perlu take over la tugas2 Mak secara full time. *macam la ade part time position* Jadual harian aku bermula seawal 6 pagi.


  • 6am – kejut Aiman; prepare breakfast
  • 6.30 am – kejut Ayn
  • 6.45 am – hantar Aiman ke sekolah *sometimes done by Ayah as he was back from the mosque at that time*
  • 7.30 am – quick nap *quick yang x brape nak quick la hee~*
  • 9am – house chores: kemas rumah, buang sampah, jemur baju etc
  • 10++ am – start preparing lunch
  • 12++ pm – clean up, mandi etc
  • 1.30 pm – fetch Aiman from school and send direct to Sek Agama
  • 3.30 pm – fetch Ayn from school
  • 5.30pm – fetch Aiman from school
  • 6.00++ pm – start preparing dinner *slalunye panaskan lauk tghari je heee~*
  • 7.45 pm – hantar orang2 yg berkenaan ke tuisyen
  • 9.45pm – jemput org2 yg berkenaan balik dr tuisyen lak

    THE END


That is my schedule for 3 straight days. Yes only THREE days, tapi penatnya..ya ampuuuuuun…Tuhan saja yang tahu. Thank God on the 4th day, Ayah was at home and he taken over the 'driver' part. Those THREE days was really a wakeup call for me. It makes me wonder, how can Mak do all of this day after day without a word of complain? Then I realize, so this is the power of LOVE. Yes, it's LOVE bebeh! Raising up 8 children is definitely not an easy job. No gaji, cuti sakit, kwsp or whatsoever.



Well, you know her sendi is sakit2 everywhere, so aku kena papah Mak setiap kali Mak mahu ke bilik air. Then, I have to help her put her on panties because she said that its way too painful for her to bend over. *should I censor this part?* This was certainly the most, I mean the MOST awkward moment of my life. I didn't expect I would have do this, at least not when Mak is only 47.



For a split second there was a brief silence between us. I don't know what's on her mind but I have no idea why at that particular moment I feel a chill suddenly ran down my spine and I have goosebumps on my hands; Mak have this Patrick-friend-of-Spongebob-blur-look drawn on her face.

Maybe she didn't expect this to happen as well. I break the ice by asking her if she needs anything else. Before I can finish the question, I suddenly burst into laughter. "Owh..ko gelakkan Mak yer." Then she laughed; the kind of laugh that Fatin always categorized as 'gelak yang bersepah'. Ha3…I love that moment. I feel very warm and bahagia. *mcm kapel lak ha3* Terima kasih Allah kerana memberi peluang kepada aku untuk berbakti kepada Mak. Aku berharap bila aku menjadi IBU suatu hari nanti, anak aku akan melakukan perkara yang sama terhadap aku.



Well, there you go guys. That's the story that I want to share. Sometimes a tiny little thing can leave a big impression to a person. You don't need to invent a genius robot to help your mother with her chores; no need for a can-cook-all-kinds-of-food machines to help her in the kitchen; no need for an F1 driver to get her to the hospital when she is sick. All she need is time. YOUR TIME. Just spend some time with her and who knows what surprise you will get.


I HEART U, MAK!


p/s: Today is AYN's birthday and I completely forgot. Thanks Mak for reminding me!


Alifah Amelya
Salam.
















p/s: da lama x photoshop gambar. so i decided to post these pics for inspiration.
Alifah Amelya
Salam.

Serabut

Rasa macam semua yang dibuat tak kena je

Pegang stereng tapi tak tau nak pegi mane

Pegang henfon tapi tak tau nak tekan ape

Pegang pen tapi tak tau nak tulis ape

semua jatuh menimpa sekaligus

sakit

yang patut membantu tak membantu langsung

kau dengan dunia kau saja

kau ingat dunia berputar mengelilingi kau

*sigh*

i hate this feeling

please go far far away

don't ever come back








Alifah Amelya
Salam.



Saya berwisel di tengah2 jalan.

Saya berwisel pusing2 kat Capsquare.

Saya suka!

Saya jumpa:

Nubhan,

Wani Ardy,

Yuna,
(kudos to Yuna! Nice performance)

Nikki,

Pesawat,

Skrutner,
Skrutiner,
Skru-watever-your-name-is,

Bottlegap *kot*
(all-girl rock band yg sebumbung ngan Kristal)

Untuk gambar2 sila lawati blog2 berikut kerana saya tiada kamera:
Sesedap Rasa
Aleisa Nadia

p/s: damn i miss my kamera phone
Alifah Amelya
Salam.

One fine and peaceful evening, while i was in my room...

*sok sek sok sek*

i can understand what u say. could u please turn down your volume?

*sok sek sok sek*

saya faham apa yang sedang anda bualkan. boleh perlahankan sedikit suara anda?

*sok sek sok sek*

excuse me, i can UNDERSTAND what you're chatting about. could you please turn down your volume just a little bit more?

*sok sek sok sek*

cik-cik sekalian, saya memang FAHAM apa yang anda semua sedang bualkan. boleh x perlahan lagi suara anda?

haih~
bukan niat saya nak curi dengar perbualan anda. tetapi sekiranya anda berbual di luar bilik saya dengan nada begitu, sedikit sebanyak masuk juga la ke telinga saya. orang lain mungkin tidak faham, tapi saya lain. saya faham.

SAYA FAHAM SEBAB SAYA BERSEKOLAH DI SEKOLAH CINA SELAMA 6 TAHUN.

haih~
tolong la cari tempat lain untuk bergosip.







Alifah Amelya
Salam.



"Sekarang kita belajar macam mana nak buat jadual belajar. Keluarkan sehelai kertas dan alat tulis. Lukiskan kotak jadual yang macam akak buat ni. Lepas tu, isikan dalam kotak2 masa dan subjek yang adik-adik nak ulangkaji. "

"Akak, nak buat sampai hari jum ke hari ahad?"

"Ikut kesesuaian masa adik-adik je, tak kisah pun. Lagi best kalo boleh buat sampai hari ahad."


"Nak lukis spongebob kat jadual ni boleh kak?"



*erk* "Boleh2. Adik-adik boleh hias jadual tu ikut kreativiti masing-masing."

"Akak, macam mana nak lukis awan yang macam akak buat tu?"



"macam ni..." [sambil melukis di papan putih]

"Alaaa...susah la. Akak buatkan la."

*erk* " X susah...cuba ikut macam akak buat ni." [sambil melukis lagi di papan putih]

"Alaaa...malas r nak buat."

*Hadoiyaiii...*menepuk dahi*

Seketika kemudian...

"Dah siap belum, adik2?"

[Semua serentak]"Dah siap kak!"

"Meh akak tengok. "[sambil meneliti]

Ikhwan, mane boleh study Sains dari kol 6-7 pagi. Masa tu kan kena bersiap pegi sekolah.

Nizam, mana boleh study Matematik dari kol 10-11 pagi. Kan masa ni Nizam dok kat sekolah.

Haaa...jadual ni bagus Aishah, semua lengkap.

Setelah selesai....

Ok, akak dah tengok semua jadual adik2, kebanyakannya dah ok tapi ada yang kena betulkan sket2. Nanti akak tunjukkan macam mana

"Alaaa...boring r kak buat jadual. Jom la main game."

*Haih*



Kesimpulan: Apabila menjadi fasilitator untuk adik-adik yang bakal menduduki peperiksaan UPSR, sila lengkapkan diri dengan ketahanan mental dan fizikal yang tinggi.
Alifah Amelya
The Climb - Miley Cyrus


I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head saying,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s a climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No, I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on

Cause

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb
Keep the faith,
Keep your faith, whoa
Welcome to the World - Kevin Rudolf


Welcome to the world, welcome to the world

You got your popstar, I'll be your rockstar
When it's a suicide, you call it superstar
Check out the forecast, predictions wont stop
You get your fifteen, and then they take the spot

Lets go, lets go
And then you're ready to go
Lets go lets go
Cause it's the end of the show
Lets go lets go
So just get ready to go
Lets go lets go
Lets go lets go

All the time that you were gone,
I thought about how things went wrong
Now you're coming down to earth
Ok, hello, welcome to the world

She saw the bright lights
She caught the fever
She got contagious
She never leave it
So no more time spent
And no more free shit
In fact this free ride has reached it's destination

Lifes a tour, I'm so sure
The ex will come before you exit girl
No more games, I confess
Far from lane I'm just so fresh
While cubit lee(?), it's the big boss
You get on the block, mr Rudolf
Kevin! 2 stars, hold your applause
Hold it down to yalls all guitars
Half my life I sacrifice
But I only came to party tonight
New chicks, get my drinks up
Every weekend we can link up
New rings, with the big cuts
Only be the best sport, get your mix up
I took my time she love me, me such
When she closes her eyes it's what she thinks of
Boss

Alifah Amelya
Salam.

Can't get these songs out of my mind. Just wanna share with everyone. Enjoy!

Oh Shizuka! - Pop Shuvit

Tiada yang umpama kasih yang pertama
Ku luaskan indera merangkul adinda
Tiada yang sejati tiada yang seindah
Kasihmu ku bawa ke mana saja

Di langit bumi kota Nagoya
Berputik cinta ku semula
Sekian lama ku kecewa
Hadirmu bagai lentera

Hampir layu ku separuh mati
Di belai ku kasihmu bersemi
Kau suntikku lalu kau bisik

Mata terpejamku celik Semangat berputik
Kerna kau tak peduli Trimaku sepenuh hati
Mata terpejamku celik Semangat berputik
Kerana kau beri Mentari Kembali Percaya diri

Oh Sizuka Ku tunggumu Na……
Oh Sizuka Ku tunggu panggilanmu

Oh sizuka konichiwa Apa Khabarmu
Oh sizuka ku tak lupa Ingatkah kamu
Oh sizuka Bila waktu Lamaku tunggu
Oh sizuka Ku nanti panggilanmu

Aishiteru sayang Sizuka (Tunggu ku di sana)
Kisu shite mo-ii Sizuka (selamanya)
Itsumo suki-dayo Sizuka (Kita kan bersama)
Aishiteru sayang Sizuka (Ke akhirnya)

Rinduku Terhenti - Tomok (Final OIAM 3)


Telahku Tinggalkan
Memori Silam Ku Itu
Tidakku Biarkan Hidupku
Dibelit Pilu
Walau Duka Menampan Dada
Walau Sepi Mancalar Hati
Rindu Ku Terhenti

Ku Pinggirkan Sayu
Yang Meruntuhkan Pintu
Kasih Dulu
Ku Biar Berlalu
Ku Pinggirkan Lara
Yang Berpaut Dijiwa
Ku Teruskan Hidup Tanpa Dia

Padahnya Lama Dah Tunggu
Hilang Tak Berganti
Cinta Tiba Cinta Pergi
Biarlah Satu Hati

Ku Lupa Kanmu Jua Disini
Sedih Kau Pergi Menjauhi



Alifah Amelya
i hate exams!

totally....definitely...

so, this is a piece of my mind

created it out of the blue



p/s: last paper on Fri...urgghh...